Thursday, September 26, 2013

Day 270

What does God have for us on this 270th Day of  The Red Shoe Project?  
I know it may seem like I sit down and "put together something" each day for my readers, but it's really not like that at all.  I simply get up every morning, put on my RED shoes, and live my life, while looking and listening for God.  Then I sit down at the computer and do my best to write about what God has done.  In all actuality, each and every one of us can do that.   Many of you do!  For some reason, God has just asked me to share mine -- that's all!


I find it interesting how God builds things in my life.  He starts out by showing me one thing.  Then the next day, he builds on it.  "Remember that?"  He says.  "Now we're going to add this to it."  And still another day goes by and He says... "Now what if we take all that and twist it around this way?  Come over here!  Check it out from this angle.  Will you 
look at that!"  



This is Masterpiece Theater 
at it's Best!  

I say that because I know all too well, that if He laid it all out in its entirety on day one, I'd be lost!  LOL.  He's soooooo patient with me!



Like a few days ago, for example, He started off by reminding me how I
let go of those old friends who were negative.
(That was a good lesson I learned and it greatly impacted my life.)



Then the next day at church,  He said,  "Now let go of your life to Me!" With that, I realized that I didn't know what else I could possibly do to let go.  I'd done everything!



That's when God reminded me of the day I got Baptized in the Holy Spirit.  I just showed up, stood there and opened my mouth wide and...  Boom!  It happened.  God delivered!  He did what I couldn't. (My life was never the same after that!)



So I followed His lead and did the same again in regards to letting go of my life.  I stood there before Him,  opened my arms wide and Boom!  It happened again.  God moved in.  He took the offering of my life,  right there and then.
(The next morning, everything was different!)


During all that, God reminded me of the call of God on my life.  Last night, while I was "soaking it all in" pretending I was a sponge, I found myself watching a DVD and the minister was talking about FAITH.  He said people always ask him to pray for them to have more faith.  He pointed out a scripture that says we are all given the same faith.  Then he talked about Romans 10:17.

There's only one way to get more faith:

"Faith comes by hearing
and hearing by 
the Word of God."

I woke up this morning with a financial challenge of sorts.  I've done everything I can think of to have faith for this situation.  God's told me, many times, He will provide!  Well, guess what?  It's come down to the line, and it's time for His provision.   I've done everything I can possibly do.  There's nothing else.  

When I was walking Pauly this morning, I asked God about all this, and he reminded me of last night's sermon.  

"Today,"  He said,  
"I want you to meditate 
on scripture for this."    


When God tells me to do something specific like that, I take it seriously.  It goes to the top of my priority list, lest I forget.   One of my favorite scriptures regarding finances  is Philippians 4:19... 

"My God shall supply all my needs
 according to His riches in Christ Jesus."

This year, I memorized it!

Before going for my morning prayer walk, I went online to check last night's blog and noticed that my dear friend Carolyn, had posted a Bible reference.  I quickly looked it up and right smack in the middle of it was a verse that stood out to me, ever so boldly.  1 Thessalonians 5:24  

"The one who calls you is faithful 
and He will do it!" 

I headed out on my prayer walk, determined to memorize that one.  How appropriate!  

Regarding this financial matter, I know that more than anything, I need to do just as I have done with all the other matters, previous.  I must stand, having done all I could possibly do -- and with an open heart, let Him take it from here. 

Did you know that God likes tennis?  He does!  He spoke to me about tennis on my prayer walk today.  He reminded me of a time, decades ago, when I was practicing my swing on a backboard.  There I was on a mini tennis court, of sorts,  practicing hitting the tennis ball against a wall.  


Right at the height where the net would be, there's a line.  The goal is to hit the ball over the line, (or net per say), and the ball, of course, comes back to you.  You run for it and hit it over the line again, and back it comes.  It's just as if you were playing a true game.


With a backboard, you don't need a partner to practice.  Every time you hit the ball, it hits the wall and returns as if  you were really playing with someone.  Doing this over and over again,  helps you practice your volley and perfect your swing!  You can't use the excuse "There's no one to play with" and thereby not practice.  If you have a backboard -- that's all you need! 

Now a backboard is great for practice, but you can't play a real game on a backboard -- You need a partner.  You can't say you're a tennis player if you've never played a real game, on a real tennis court, with a partner.  A backboard doesn't qualify.  Practicing to do something and actually doing something are two entirely different things!  Wouldn't you agree?

God told me that in regards to this whole financial thing... it's time to let Him in the game!  
I've got to get off the backboard, and on the field so that He can play too!  
It's just like those other situations --
Now, it's His turn.  

It's His turn to hit the ball.  He's been watching me practice... and it's good,  but now it's time for the real game to begin.

I'll never see Him 
do the miracle 
on the backboard.  
It just won't happen!

Oh my gosh!  Do you see what's happening here?  It's another  LEAP of FAITH.  He's setting me up!  He wants to deliver.  He's been here, on the side lines all this time.  Now He's calling me out onto the real playing field, so that He can make a few shots of His own.  

I know I can do this!  And I know He can do this!  If we can partner on all those other things, we can partner on this financial thing as well.  
So, here I am, stepping onto the court, in my RED tennies.  I've served the ball to my tennis partner and I'm waiting for His return.

I'm looking at my Ruby Reds 
and Believing!

Gail





Wednesday, September 25, 2013

Day 269

This is the 269th Day of  The Red Shoe Project.  Today is a day of rest for me.  My RED shoes have been on and off throughout the entire day. 

I am practicing... 


being a SPONGE.

A sponge  is  a water animal  that  has  no skeletal structure.  
It's porous body  draws in and  soaks up the water around it, 
extracting  from  it,  nutrients  and  oxygen,  in  order  to  live. 

That's my focus today.  I'm sitting in His presence, soaking up His Word.  I'm meditating on Him -- Just thinking about Him, wondering what He's like and what He thinks about things.  I'm asking questions and listening for answers.  I'm staying in one place and absorbing all that He has for me!

"Come near to God and
He will come near to you."
James 4:8


Until tomorrow,  
Gail





Tuesday, September 24, 2013

Day 268

It's Day 268 of The Red Shoe Project.  I just kicked off my Ruby Reds  for the day and I'm sitting down at the computer to write.  It's been a long day of ministry.  This morning I started teaching a new series at The Bonfire called  The Gifts of the Spirit,  and tonight I facilitated the New Believer's Home Fellowship Group, featuring  a Bible study entitled,  The Judgment of the Believer's Works.  Boy, I love teaching!  I so hope my students are enjoying their classes, because I am having way too much fun!


I get to talk about God... 
What's better than that?  

My friends will tell you, I have a story for everything.  Not a story from a book.  Not someone's else's story.  I have my own lifetime collection of personal stories about God -- and with this Red Shoe Project,  a new one gets added every day. 

I can still vividly recall the day I told my friend that I was called to preach.  "You can't be a preacher!" was the response.  "Your husband's the preacher and there can only be one preacher in the house.  What's your #1 ministry?"  I let out a deep sign and responded, "Prayer!"  That was true, my #1 calling was to pray.  From the moment I gave my life to God, I had a direct connection with God that baffled some people.  I wouldn't trade that for anything.  But this isn't about trading one thing for another.  I know what God spoke to me!  And He said I'd one day be preaching for Him!

I remember looking into the night sky as we drove by the big clock in the city.

"Hmmmm,"
 I thought to myself. "
I know I'm called 
to preach, but where 
am I going to get all 
those stories?  
don't want stories 
from a book.  I want 
my own on stories!"


That happened over twenty-five years ago.  What can I say?   

Today, I have the stories!


I don't care what anyone says, I'm telling you...  I'm changed!  I know it's only been one day, but... something's different!  Ever since my feet touched the carpet, yesterday morning, (see Day 267), nothing is, as it was!  I'm in a different place.  I've passed through some sort of threshold.  Yesterday's ways are gone, and the new has arrived!

It's one of those times, when God just does something inside you.  You're not even sure what it is that He has done.  Perhaps He tightened up something inside that was loose?  Or maybe He's replaced a broken part?  He's probably added something that was missing!  Who knows?  But whatever He's done -- I've been upgraded to first class.  Or at least it feels that way.  I'm driving the new "Gail" model.  The 2014 version with all the bells and whistles!  You get the picture.

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Deja vu?
- a feeling of already having experienced a present action.

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The following excerpt is 
taken from my book, 
The Yellow Brick Road: 
A Woman's Journey 
to the Edge and Back.


May 20, 2009 -- 
It was on that day that I woke up with a thought at the forefront of my mind:  "Today is YOUR day!"  It was as clear as it could be.  I was so excited!  I didn't know for sure all that it meant, but I knew the date was special.  I wrote it down.

Over the next couple of days, I realized that things were different inside of me.  Everything seemed a little off-kilter.  Only it felt good.  It felt normal!  Oh my gosh... I was home!  I remember looking into a mirror, and seeing that Oz was behind me -- on the other side.  I wasn't there anymore!  I was somewhere else.  I was here.  I was home.  My mind was strong and healthy.  My heart was new and happy.  My vision was clear.  Everything had been restored.  It almost seemed as if it happened overnight -- but no, it had been four and a half years that I had been away.


Yesterday... Day 267 of The Red Shoe Project, was undoubtedly another threshold of life for me.  God meant what He said...  


"When your first foot 
touches the carpet,
there's no looking back.
The past is gone and 
soon to be forgotten."



I believe the Divine Release of My Life has taken place.  (See Day 266)  Don't ask me how.  I still don't know.  All I do know,  is this:  

I did what God 
required of me, 
and when I could 
do no more -- 
when I had gone 
as far as any human 
could go in releasing 
their life to Christ, 
I stood -- 
arms wide open -- 
with a willing heart 
and asked God 
to take me the 
rest of the way. 
 He did!


No looking back!

Gail

Monday, September 23, 2013

Day 267

What an awesome day this 267th Day of  The Red Shoe Project turned out to be!  I am wearing my flat, RED, sparkle shoes, and I am glorifying God!  Hallelujah!  Praise His Name!

"The Lord has done it, this very day!
Let us rejoice today and be glad!"
Psalm 118:24 NIV


I am loving the New International Version of this scripture...  

"The Lord has done it!" 

It's so indicative of my life right now.  I woke up this morning and the Lord immediately spoke: 

"When you step out of your bed today -- 
When your first foot touches the carpet --
There's no looking back!
The past is gone and soon to be forgotten.
Embrace the new!
Here we go.  
Enjoy!"


He then proceeded to download twelve to thirteen pages of conversation that I conveniently recorded in my journal for safe keeping.  WOW!  He literally unrolled the upcoming days of my life and gave specific instruction to me regarding many matters:  Family matters - Financial matters - Ministry matters.  Matters of the Heart,  relationships and  events.  My goodness,  when He decides to talk, He just pours it all out!  Needless to say, it was a glorious morning!  When He was done, I not only stepped out onto the carpet, I praised His name, sang in the Spirit and did a little dance -- all for Him!

Now that's how to start the day off!   
LOL.  
Yes!  Yes!  Yes! 


What's going on?  Is this some sort of breakthrough?  Is this how it's going to be for the rest of my life?  Who knows?  But I'm embracing the moment with my entire being!  When you find yourself on the mountain top, you've got to enjoy it!

Dancing in RED shoes! 
Gail