Last week was unbelievably challenging, but this week is a new beginning. I'm encouraged! Today we talked at The Bonfire about the price of God's anointing. It seems that every powerful minister has paid a price. They've died to self. They have gone through humbling times. They've faced hardships of various sorts.
Somehow, they come out of it all,
not with a diploma,
but with a mantle
- an anointing
- a power - a gifting
that's straight from the
hand of God!
This morning, as I got up to minister to the woman at The Bonfire, I noticed something was different. I immediately sensed the need to pray. A voice in my head revealed the presence of a spirit of depression, oppression and negativity. There was a hinderance -- a resistance in the atmosphere. The room seemed tainted with despair and unbelief. Without giving it a second thought, I took authority in Jesus' Name, bound those spirits -- casting them out-- and asked God to fill that place with His precious Holy Spirit.
Even still, something was not right. I sensed the presence of Doubt. I could hear this voice in my mind. It was as if someone was whispering...
"Nothing's going to happen here!"
Yet, at that very moment, a divine knowing came upon me and I found myself speaking out, under a prophetic anointing...
How interesting. It was all so spontaneous -- surreal. I made no observation myself of resistance. There was nothing I saw that lead me to believe that oppressive spirits were present to hinder the move of God.
It was a total,
on-the-spot, download
of revelation and prophetic utterance.
I was the one out in front praying... or was I? To be honest, I felt as if I were set back from the group, watching from afar, this person who looked like me, speak the Word of the Lord. Then suddenly, there I was in the midst of the group. People were praising God, clapping, and bearing witness to the Word that had been given.
An Empty Vessel
That's what it was! I was merely an empty vessel that God had decided to pour into and use.
It got me to wondering... Is that what God was doing this past week? I saw it as a week of challenge and difficulty. Perhaps God saw it as something entirely different. Perhaps it was merely the process of tweaking or fine tuning a vessel to be used by Him?
"and I will give you treasures
hidden in darkness -- secret riches.
I will do this so you may know that
I am the LORD, the God of Israel,
the one who calls you by name.
Isaiah 45:3 NLT
I'm meditating on that -- in RED shoes --
and thinking about the One who has called me by name!
Gail
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