Sunday, October 27, 2013

Day 301

Today is  Day 301 of  The Red Shoe Project.  All day I was sporting RED shoes.  It's funny, because sometimes it seems as if God didn't really speak anything specific to me.  Then, when I sit down and look back on the details of my day, I see there was a common thread that tied all these random events together.  It's a message of sorts... a message from God... to me!


Take today, for instance... I joined one of my "Rubies"  for lunch and one of the things we discussed was healing.  (Day 299).  She's with me.  We don't understand it all, but we are moving forward with what we know,  figuring the Holy Spirit will fill us in on the rest as we go. 

"I wonder what you'll find in the back of 
your prayer closet after Pauly leaves?"  
she inquired.

"I'm hoping to find answers 
on this whole healing thing." 
I responded.


Later in the afternoon, I decided to give Pauly a bath, so that he'd be nice and clean for his trip up north. That is no easy task!  He's not overly fond of the water and it was a cooler day today.  I decided to coax him into my bathroom and give him a shower.  It took a little trickery, but eventually he was scrubbed clean.  Afterwards I laid towels all over the bathroom floor,  dried him off and then took out the blow dryer.  He loves the blow dryer!  He rolled over onto his back and just totally enjoyed the moment.


I love that pup!  I'm sad to see him go, but at the same time, I'm hoping to find a LOVE -- somewhere in that prayer closet -- that is greater than I ever could have imagined.  Perhaps the secret to loving my neighbor is in there?  Maybe I'll pray my future husband into existence?  LOL  Who knows what it will be like when I draw closer to the heart of God?  Any of those things is bound to impact my life in a wonderful way!


Tonight I spent some time helping my daughter pack for her move.  WOW!  She has a lot of stuff -- closets, drawers, things that fit under the bed, boxes, bags, shelves and all sorts of containers -- filled!  

"I need it all!"  
she proclaimed.  

That got me to wondering about how much stuff I have in my prayer closet.  Ideas, methods, mindsets...  journals of past prayers.  I wonder if my prayer closet needs to be cleaned out?  Are there old ways that need to be chucked?    When I get in there, I want to be able to move freely to the heart of God without obstruction.  Am I holding on to a bunch of outdated methodologies?  
Even worse... will I find cobwebs?  
OUCH!



I'm excited!  I can see that God has already begun preparing my heart for what's ahead.  I'm looking forward to this great adventure.  It's a little scary.  Sometimes I wonder if I'll be lonely, but then I remind myself that this is not a solo adventure.  I'm going in, to draw closer to Christ.  He will meet me there.


I realize that this is an experience of a lifetime. Somehow, I have found myself in a place in which all I have to do is open the door and walk in.  All the obstacles have been cleared away.  Yes... it's took over 300 days to do that, but that part is done.  Now it's time to go in...

in RED shoes, 

Gail


Saturday, October 26, 2013

Day 300

It's Day 300 of  The Red Shoe Project.  Only 65 days to go!  My RED sneakers were on my feet and I was out the door for my three mile prayer walk today.  I love my prayer walks!  Much is accomplished, plus I get to enjoy the warm sunshine of Sarasota.  Today the Lord and I chatted about what's on the agenda for these next two months.

This week my oldest daughter will be moving up north to take a job.  She will be bringing Pauly with her.  Goodbye dear furry friend!  No doubt, I will miss him greatly.  I have a feeling you will miss him too.  He has truly been the mascot of this Red Shoe Project.  I need to make sure I get a couple pictures taken before he leaves for the upcoming book cover.


I asked the Lord today what I was going to do without Pauly and He said...


"It will just be me and you for a little while, Gail.  
It's time to go deeper into the prayer closet.  
Everything you are looking for is in there.  
It's way in the back -- 
You're going to have to search for it.  
It's not a one-day task!"

Everything I'm looking for?

"Yes... answers,  wisdom,  direction, 
understanding,  gifts,  insights --they're all in there. 
 And bring your Bible, your going to need it!"


Years ago, I would not have been comfortable with idea of going deeper in prayer.  I would have considered it a little Woo-Woo,  Strange and Unusual.  Oh... it is all of those things,  LOL,  but God has been preparing me for this all year.  I am ready. 

It's time for me to go in, 
shut the door and search out 
the things God has said are waiting for me.  

When it's over,  I will be walking into the new year, a changed woman!

In RED shoes, 
Gail

Friday, October 25, 2013

Day 299

Today marks 299 Days in RED shoes!  Yahoo!!!  Can you believe it?  I've been wearing RED shoes for 299 days and looking for God everywhere I go.  There's hasn't been a dull moment yet.

Looking  for  God.
Listening for God.
Living for God.
- and -
Loving God.
It's an Adventure!


I visited with a close friend this morning and we had quite an interesting chat about healing.  Both of us believe very strongly in divine healing.  Truly God can and does heal today!  We have both seen it up close and personal.  But over the years, we've also seen some not so legit healings take place.  People say they're healed and then they're not.  What's with that?   That kind of ticks me off because I know all too well that My Lord is... 

"Yahweh  Rophe"
- The LORD Who Heals -

What's really interesting about the term "Rophe" is that it means so much more than just physical healing.  It means to:

heal  --  cure  --  restore  --  make whole


I believe there are many types of healing.  Salvation is a spiritual healing and perhaps the greatest of them all.  When Adam sinned in the garden, a separation took place.  There was a tearing apart of the Divine Partnership between God and mankind.  Salvation is the healing of that partnership.  The Divine Partnership is restored and man is made whole and complete!

Physical healing is awesome!  Blind eyes are opened!  Deaf ears hear!  Cancer is gone!  The lame walk!  What amazing miracles!  One day, however, every one of us will die and face eternity.  Those who die disconnected from Christ, (spiritually un-healed),  will not enter the Kingdom of God.  Their eternity will be a Godless one.  Physical healings, emotional healings, inner healings... they are all good for the here and now, but they mean nothing in light of eternity.  Whereas, salvation means everything in light of eternity.  If you have to choose between the two... Salvation is best!


Regarding physical, emotional and  inner healing...  Over the years, I've observed healing take place in several ways.  I've seen some people healed completely, right on the spot. Someone lays hands on them, prays for healing in Jesus' Name, and BOOM!  It's done.  They are truly healed and never the same again.  I've also witnessed people progressively healed.  Something happens at the time of prayer and it progresses over time to a full healing.  Glory to God!

But what about those "temporary" healings when people testify they are healed on the spot, and then their ailment  returns.  Or why is it that some people get prayed for but aren't healed at all?

There are 5 reasons that I can think of as to why this happens.

(1) The first point to note is that God is God.  He can do whatever He wants, whenever He wants and He doesn't have to explain any of it to us.  His ways are not our ways and we often don't understand what He's doing and why! Case closed.

(2) No Faith.  Jesus healed many and commented that it was their FAITH that made them whole.  He also noted that he visited places where people didn't believe and thereby He was unable to accomplish much due to their unbelief.  James 5:15 leads me to believe that sometimes it's the faith of the person praying for someone that results in healing.  The fact is, whether it's the faith of the person praying or the faith of the person receiving, all that's needed is "mustard seed" faith -- a tiny amount.  (Matthew 17:20) So, why is that so difficult?


I've discussed this before, our culture is so abundantly blessed.  There are doctors, programs and services readily available to most people.   Unfortunately, with that blessing, we're cursed in the sense that we are out of the habit of turning to God for our healing needs.  We're not desperate enough!  We're not hungry for healing!  You better believe that effects our faith.

The Bible also states that our faith is increased by the hearing of God's Word.  (Romans 10:17)  Who feasts on scripture these days?  Some do, but not enough.  We live in a day and age where the memorization of scripture is not on people's priority lists.  I once read something by Billy Graham in which he said that he threw as much scripture as possible into his sermons because it powerfully stirred and increased people's faith.  Hmmmm.  There's something to consider when you think the minister has been preaching too long.

(3)  Sometimes, the devil robs people of their healing.  (John 10:10)  "The theif comes to steal, kill and destroy."  They are healed on the spot.  They run around the church, raise their hands in the air and glorify God.  Then, a few days later, they are limping around, and before long, they are off their feet entirely.

We've talked frequently of the devil and his lies.  So often he blasts people with negativity and words like, "You're not really healed! -- See, it still hurts!  -- You're just pretending! -- Stop being foolish!  Don't walk it out.  Don't throw away your cane!  Don't stop taking the medicine.  The doctor says different.  Who are you going to believe?  The doctor with all his degrees? or some church person?  See, you're only half healed.  It's not real.  You're just fooling yourself."  The list goes on and on.

That devil's talked many a healed 
individual back into sickness and bondage. 

(4)  Sometimes people want the healing, but they don't want Jesus.  I wonder if that effects healing?  "Hey God -- Thanks for the gift! -- See ya!"   One time, years ago, I was praying at the altar on a Saturday night and I saw a vision of a man coming into the church with a walker.  I knew it was God's will to heal the man.  The next day -- Sunday -- that exact man walked into the church with a walker and we prayed for him.  He was healed.  The next week, he came into the church with a cane.  The following week, He was walking just holding the arm of his companion.  Finally he came in walking totally on his own.  Healed!!!

After several months, I didn't see the man in church anymore.  I inquired of the pastor as to what happened.  He told me that there were many things that the man was involved in that were not right and that the man wasn't willing to yield his life to God.  He wanted the healing, but he didn't want Jesus!  As He drew away from God, his body went back to the way it had been.  Just something to think about.


(5) Practice makes perfect.  The Bible exhorts all of us to lay our hands on the sick and believe for healing, yet all are not healed.  Why? I do not know, but I do believe that God continually gives people the opportunity to practice praying for people so that they are ready for specific appointed times of healing.


I heard a testimony recently by a minister whom God used to raise a child from the dead.  Years earlier, The Lord told the man he was going to use him that way.  With that calling,  the man took every occasion he could to lay hands on the dead to see them raised.  He would go to funeral homes and morgues, lay hands on the dead, and call life back into them.  Nothing ever happened.  Okay... I know that sounds totally crazy, but what would you do if God had convinced you of such a thing?

Then one day, the man was on a missions trip, I believe in Africa.  Unbeknownst to him, there was a woman traveling many, many miles to get to the conference he was speaking at.  On the way there, her baby died.  It was a shorter distance to the conference than to return home, so she continued walking to the conference.  By the time she arrived, the baby's body was already decomposing.  She brought the baby to the altar and laid it at the man's feet.  He picked up the body and prayed life back into it.  The baby began to breathe and new skin miraculously grew on the baby's body.  Yup -- there was a reason for all that practicing.


Last week, God told me in prayer that He was going to use me to heal people.  Then he told me to go visit my friend Jim in the hospital.  I prayed for Jim.  He didn't jump out of the bed healed, but after a few days he was better and went home.  That doesn't bother me.  I did what God told me to do.  He's the one who heals and He does it anyway he chooses and on His time frame.   Perhaps I am practicing?

"I am the LORD, who heals you."
Exodus 15:26

My friend and I finished our chat and went our separate ways.  We certainly didn't figure out everything there is to know about healing, but we did agree on this:  We know God can and does heal. Sometimes people don't get healed.  And sometimes things can look pretty strange and appear somewhat confusing.   Even so... neither of us is willing to throw out the baby with the bath water. 

We're going to continue to believe
 that God heals whether or not we 
totally understand the whole kit and kaboodle.

In RED shoes, 
Gail












Thursday, October 24, 2013

Day 298

  Day 298 of The Red Shoe Project was another awesome day in RED shoes!  Today was jam-packed:   Lunch with ministry friends --  An afternoon of online teaching -- And a visit to a home meeting where my prophetess friend, Yvonne,  was ministering.  Now that's what I call a FULL day!

I could sit here and write for an hour on each and every one of those things. Each was rich in it's own special way.  But what sticks out the most in my mind, was what happened between each of them.  It was a yearning to be on my knees before the Lord.  Nothing satisfies like Jesus!


yearning means...
 longing for,  
craving,  
desirous of, 
hungering, 
thirsting, 
an aching of the heart.


That said, I'm shutting down early this evening to go back into the prayer room before bed.  I will leave you with this old hymn.  It may seem outdated to many, but it's such a reflection of my heart.

All That Thrills My Soul  by Thoro Harris 1874-1955

(1) Who can cheer the heart like Jesus... by His presence all divine?
     True and tender, pure and precious... Oh, how blest to call Him mine!

(2) Love of Christ so freely given... Grace of God beyond degree.
     Mercy higher than the heavens...  Deeper than the deepest sea.

(3) What a wonderful redemption!    Never can a mortal know.
      How my sin, tho' red like crimson... Can be whiter than the snow.

(4) Every need His hand supplying...  Every good in Him I see.
     On His strength divine relying...    He is all in all to me.

(5) By the crystal flowing river...  With the ransomed I will sing.
     And forever and forever   Praise and glorify the King.

Refrain:

All that thrills my soul is Jesus!
He is everything to me;
And the fairest of ten thousand,
In my blessed Lord I see.


Have a wonderful night! 

Gail