Saturday, October 26, 2013

Day 300

It's Day 300 of  The Red Shoe Project.  Only 65 days to go!  My RED sneakers were on my feet and I was out the door for my three mile prayer walk today.  I love my prayer walks!  Much is accomplished, plus I get to enjoy the warm sunshine of Sarasota.  Today the Lord and I chatted about what's on the agenda for these next two months.

This week my oldest daughter will be moving up north to take a job.  She will be bringing Pauly with her.  Goodbye dear furry friend!  No doubt, I will miss him greatly.  I have a feeling you will miss him too.  He has truly been the mascot of this Red Shoe Project.  I need to make sure I get a couple pictures taken before he leaves for the upcoming book cover.


I asked the Lord today what I was going to do without Pauly and He said...


"It will just be me and you for a little while, Gail.  
It's time to go deeper into the prayer closet.  
Everything you are looking for is in there.  
It's way in the back -- 
You're going to have to search for it.  
It's not a one-day task!"

Everything I'm looking for?

"Yes... answers,  wisdom,  direction, 
understanding,  gifts,  insights --they're all in there. 
 And bring your Bible, your going to need it!"


Years ago, I would not have been comfortable with idea of going deeper in prayer.  I would have considered it a little Woo-Woo,  Strange and Unusual.  Oh... it is all of those things,  LOL,  but God has been preparing me for this all year.  I am ready. 

It's time for me to go in, 
shut the door and search out 
the things God has said are waiting for me.  

When it's over,  I will be walking into the new year, a changed woman!

In RED shoes, 
Gail

Friday, October 25, 2013

Day 299

Today marks 299 Days in RED shoes!  Yahoo!!!  Can you believe it?  I've been wearing RED shoes for 299 days and looking for God everywhere I go.  There's hasn't been a dull moment yet.

Looking  for  God.
Listening for God.
Living for God.
- and -
Loving God.
It's an Adventure!


I visited with a close friend this morning and we had quite an interesting chat about healing.  Both of us believe very strongly in divine healing.  Truly God can and does heal today!  We have both seen it up close and personal.  But over the years, we've also seen some not so legit healings take place.  People say they're healed and then they're not.  What's with that?   That kind of ticks me off because I know all too well that My Lord is... 

"Yahweh  Rophe"
- The LORD Who Heals -

What's really interesting about the term "Rophe" is that it means so much more than just physical healing.  It means to:

heal  --  cure  --  restore  --  make whole


I believe there are many types of healing.  Salvation is a spiritual healing and perhaps the greatest of them all.  When Adam sinned in the garden, a separation took place.  There was a tearing apart of the Divine Partnership between God and mankind.  Salvation is the healing of that partnership.  The Divine Partnership is restored and man is made whole and complete!

Physical healing is awesome!  Blind eyes are opened!  Deaf ears hear!  Cancer is gone!  The lame walk!  What amazing miracles!  One day, however, every one of us will die and face eternity.  Those who die disconnected from Christ, (spiritually un-healed),  will not enter the Kingdom of God.  Their eternity will be a Godless one.  Physical healings, emotional healings, inner healings... they are all good for the here and now, but they mean nothing in light of eternity.  Whereas, salvation means everything in light of eternity.  If you have to choose between the two... Salvation is best!


Regarding physical, emotional and  inner healing...  Over the years, I've observed healing take place in several ways.  I've seen some people healed completely, right on the spot. Someone lays hands on them, prays for healing in Jesus' Name, and BOOM!  It's done.  They are truly healed and never the same again.  I've also witnessed people progressively healed.  Something happens at the time of prayer and it progresses over time to a full healing.  Glory to God!

But what about those "temporary" healings when people testify they are healed on the spot, and then their ailment  returns.  Or why is it that some people get prayed for but aren't healed at all?

There are 5 reasons that I can think of as to why this happens.

(1) The first point to note is that God is God.  He can do whatever He wants, whenever He wants and He doesn't have to explain any of it to us.  His ways are not our ways and we often don't understand what He's doing and why! Case closed.

(2) No Faith.  Jesus healed many and commented that it was their FAITH that made them whole.  He also noted that he visited places where people didn't believe and thereby He was unable to accomplish much due to their unbelief.  James 5:15 leads me to believe that sometimes it's the faith of the person praying for someone that results in healing.  The fact is, whether it's the faith of the person praying or the faith of the person receiving, all that's needed is "mustard seed" faith -- a tiny amount.  (Matthew 17:20) So, why is that so difficult?


I've discussed this before, our culture is so abundantly blessed.  There are doctors, programs and services readily available to most people.   Unfortunately, with that blessing, we're cursed in the sense that we are out of the habit of turning to God for our healing needs.  We're not desperate enough!  We're not hungry for healing!  You better believe that effects our faith.

The Bible also states that our faith is increased by the hearing of God's Word.  (Romans 10:17)  Who feasts on scripture these days?  Some do, but not enough.  We live in a day and age where the memorization of scripture is not on people's priority lists.  I once read something by Billy Graham in which he said that he threw as much scripture as possible into his sermons because it powerfully stirred and increased people's faith.  Hmmmm.  There's something to consider when you think the minister has been preaching too long.

(3)  Sometimes, the devil robs people of their healing.  (John 10:10)  "The theif comes to steal, kill and destroy."  They are healed on the spot.  They run around the church, raise their hands in the air and glorify God.  Then, a few days later, they are limping around, and before long, they are off their feet entirely.

We've talked frequently of the devil and his lies.  So often he blasts people with negativity and words like, "You're not really healed! -- See, it still hurts!  -- You're just pretending! -- Stop being foolish!  Don't walk it out.  Don't throw away your cane!  Don't stop taking the medicine.  The doctor says different.  Who are you going to believe?  The doctor with all his degrees? or some church person?  See, you're only half healed.  It's not real.  You're just fooling yourself."  The list goes on and on.

That devil's talked many a healed 
individual back into sickness and bondage. 

(4)  Sometimes people want the healing, but they don't want Jesus.  I wonder if that effects healing?  "Hey God -- Thanks for the gift! -- See ya!"   One time, years ago, I was praying at the altar on a Saturday night and I saw a vision of a man coming into the church with a walker.  I knew it was God's will to heal the man.  The next day -- Sunday -- that exact man walked into the church with a walker and we prayed for him.  He was healed.  The next week, he came into the church with a cane.  The following week, He was walking just holding the arm of his companion.  Finally he came in walking totally on his own.  Healed!!!

After several months, I didn't see the man in church anymore.  I inquired of the pastor as to what happened.  He told me that there were many things that the man was involved in that were not right and that the man wasn't willing to yield his life to God.  He wanted the healing, but he didn't want Jesus!  As He drew away from God, his body went back to the way it had been.  Just something to think about.


(5) Practice makes perfect.  The Bible exhorts all of us to lay our hands on the sick and believe for healing, yet all are not healed.  Why? I do not know, but I do believe that God continually gives people the opportunity to practice praying for people so that they are ready for specific appointed times of healing.


I heard a testimony recently by a minister whom God used to raise a child from the dead.  Years earlier, The Lord told the man he was going to use him that way.  With that calling,  the man took every occasion he could to lay hands on the dead to see them raised.  He would go to funeral homes and morgues, lay hands on the dead, and call life back into them.  Nothing ever happened.  Okay... I know that sounds totally crazy, but what would you do if God had convinced you of such a thing?

Then one day, the man was on a missions trip, I believe in Africa.  Unbeknownst to him, there was a woman traveling many, many miles to get to the conference he was speaking at.  On the way there, her baby died.  It was a shorter distance to the conference than to return home, so she continued walking to the conference.  By the time she arrived, the baby's body was already decomposing.  She brought the baby to the altar and laid it at the man's feet.  He picked up the body and prayed life back into it.  The baby began to breathe and new skin miraculously grew on the baby's body.  Yup -- there was a reason for all that practicing.


Last week, God told me in prayer that He was going to use me to heal people.  Then he told me to go visit my friend Jim in the hospital.  I prayed for Jim.  He didn't jump out of the bed healed, but after a few days he was better and went home.  That doesn't bother me.  I did what God told me to do.  He's the one who heals and He does it anyway he chooses and on His time frame.   Perhaps I am practicing?

"I am the LORD, who heals you."
Exodus 15:26

My friend and I finished our chat and went our separate ways.  We certainly didn't figure out everything there is to know about healing, but we did agree on this:  We know God can and does heal. Sometimes people don't get healed.  And sometimes things can look pretty strange and appear somewhat confusing.   Even so... neither of us is willing to throw out the baby with the bath water. 

We're going to continue to believe
 that God heals whether or not we 
totally understand the whole kit and kaboodle.

In RED shoes, 
Gail












Thursday, October 24, 2013

Day 298

  Day 298 of The Red Shoe Project was another awesome day in RED shoes!  Today was jam-packed:   Lunch with ministry friends --  An afternoon of online teaching -- And a visit to a home meeting where my prophetess friend, Yvonne,  was ministering.  Now that's what I call a FULL day!

I could sit here and write for an hour on each and every one of those things. Each was rich in it's own special way.  But what sticks out the most in my mind, was what happened between each of them.  It was a yearning to be on my knees before the Lord.  Nothing satisfies like Jesus!


yearning means...
 longing for,  
craving,  
desirous of, 
hungering, 
thirsting, 
an aching of the heart.


That said, I'm shutting down early this evening to go back into the prayer room before bed.  I will leave you with this old hymn.  It may seem outdated to many, but it's such a reflection of my heart.

All That Thrills My Soul  by Thoro Harris 1874-1955

(1) Who can cheer the heart like Jesus... by His presence all divine?
     True and tender, pure and precious... Oh, how blest to call Him mine!

(2) Love of Christ so freely given... Grace of God beyond degree.
     Mercy higher than the heavens...  Deeper than the deepest sea.

(3) What a wonderful redemption!    Never can a mortal know.
      How my sin, tho' red like crimson... Can be whiter than the snow.

(4) Every need His hand supplying...  Every good in Him I see.
     On His strength divine relying...    He is all in all to me.

(5) By the crystal flowing river...  With the ransomed I will sing.
     And forever and forever   Praise and glorify the King.

Refrain:

All that thrills my soul is Jesus!
He is everything to me;
And the fairest of ten thousand,
In my blessed Lord I see.


Have a wonderful night! 

Gail

Wednesday, October 23, 2013

Day 297

It's Day 297 of The Red Shoe Project and as I pray and wait, in my RED shoes, I do believe I hear the sound of heavy rain!


No... I'm not talking about the weather.  I'm talking about the outpouring of The Holy Spirit and the fulfillment of His promises!


I've been thinking lately
about the story of Elijah
found in:
1 Kings 17 - 19
More specifically, 
I've been intrigued by 
Chapter 18, verses 43 - 46.

Approximately three years earlier, the prophet, Elijah, in response to the wickedness and idolatry of King Ahab's reign, announced that God would hold back the rain.  That said, there was a long devastating drought in the land.  Fast forward --  Elijah has just been victorious on Mt. Carmel.  The prophets of Baal have been taken and slaughtered.  And now it's time to call back the rain.   He stops everything, bends down to the ground, puts his head between his knees and prays for rain.  Then he tells his servant to go down by the water and look for clouds.


"There is nothing there!" 
the servant responds.


"Go back and look again."  
replies Elijah

Seven times Elijah said "Go back!"   

1
2
3
4
5
6

Finally, on the 7th  time, the servant reports..."I see a tiny cloud, the size of a man's hand, rising up from the sea."


"That's it!"  
Elijah announces, 
"Here comes the rain!"

"Meanwhile, the sky grew black with clouds, the wind rose, and a heavy rain came down!"


Today, my prayer partner asked me how things were going.   I told her,  
"You know how I've been praying about  those specific promises God's given me?  Well, God told me..."


"It's done!"

Not only that... 

He gave me a vision of a cloud
situated right above my head. 
Quite suddenly, the cloud broke open. 
and a water fall poured out upon me!

Right after seeing that vision in prayer, I remembered the story of Elijah.  Okay, so I know that you might be thinking "You're just grabbing a story and trying to make it your own."   No, I'm not.  I'm simply taking what I see and hear in prayer, and believing God is going to follow through. When He brought to mind that story in the Bible, I took it as a confirmation.

A confirmation is a verification or authentication that God is, in fact, speaking to me.

He always does that with me.  He binds His promise with something from His Word.  In fact, whenever He speaks something to me, I always say to Him,


"If that's really you, God, 
what's the scripture?"  

Within seconds, a specific scripture always comes to mind.  WOW!   I'm always amazed at His prompt response.  He never leaves me any "think time"  in which I could possibly ponder, research or pull together a scriptural reference on my own.  That's how I know, without a doubt, it's Him!

There's a couple key things to note here:

First:   He was praying, expecting results.  Each time he prayed, he sent out his servant to look for the results.  He was looking for a sign that God had, not only heard his petition, but answered it!


Second:  Elijah prayed 7 times before the servant saw the tiny cloud.  It doesn't always happen the first time.  If that's the case, we need to go back again and again to our prayer closet.  


Third:  He didn't wait for the full storm to brew.  As soon as his servant reported the tiny cloud,  He leapt with excitement, knowing that the fulfillment was on it's way!

I believe that's exactly what I have done.  I see a hint of a harvest!  To many, my little signs would appear to be nothing more than a cloud the size of a man's hand.  To them it's nothing -- certainly not "An Answer to Prayer!"  But don't you see?   That's all I need to know that I'm on the very brink of some miraculous downpour.   Like Elijah, I know that  "It's done!" 

Maybe you think that's a little too much excitement with so little evidence.  What do you think faith is? (Hebrews 11:1)  Anyone can get excited after the fact.   But the time to truly get excited is at the onset of the miraculous!

It's starts with a whisper of excitement 
in your spirit.  

Before you know it, you're declaring it!
You're telling people you know 
it's about to happen.

Next thing you know...
you're praising God and dancing with joy!

With all that, God can't resist 
manifesting His blessing!

You might think that's crazy.  Perhaps that's not what you would do.  Have you experienced the miraculous time and time again?  Probably not.  Because if you had... you'd be excited at the first signs.  That's just it.  The first time is always the toughest because you have nothing to relate it to.  The second time is a bit easier.  But after that...  it's difficult to not move right to the dancing!  You just know, from experience, when God's getting ready to do it again!  Sure, it's just a cloud the size of a man's hand... but there's a familiar excitement whirling in your Spirit.  There's a supernatural knowing that makes you anxious to jump out and praise God in advance!

Today, I'm dancing by faith
 in my Ruby Reds,  

Gail