Sunday, May 5, 2013

Today was Day 125 of  The Red Shoe Project.  I found myself wearing comfortable RED shoes, and once again, visiting Harvest Tabernacle, and enjoying the ministry there with my dear friends Carolyn and Jim.  I'm never disappointed when I stop in there because God is always vibrantly present. I saw Him in the Worship.  I saw Him in the Word.  Not to mention the fact that several people testified of His Saving, Delivering, and Healing Power in their personal lives.  

I was reminded that we serve a Living God who connects with people, here and now! 
Why, oh why do so many settle for Religion?  
It's empty.  It's boring.  And it's dead.  
Why did I ever settle for it?  Because it's easy.  
Religion is easy.  
Relationship is challenging.  
But I'm in for a daily challenge.  A relationship with The Living God provides  Life,  Adventure, and  Fullness.  It's worth the effort!

After service, I joined my friends, Carolyn and Jim for lunch.  Carolyn is an accomplished artist.  She's the one who loves to collage.  Because of that, I was reminded of my Sozo meeting last week.  While in my prayer circle (at Sozo),  God revealed to me lies that I had come to believe were truth.  The whole point of Sozo is to sever those deceiving entanglements and release them to God.   Each time I did that,  I asked The Holy Spirit what He was giving me to replace it.  Whatever picture I saw in my mind, I spoke out loud and one of the women on the ministry team wrote it down for me.  I didn't understand, at the time, what was actually happening.   

It wasn't until later, long after 
the Sozo meeting was over,  
that I realized I had a list of 
promised treasures from the Lord. 

 I say all this, now, because I spent yesterday and today, collaging those treasures on Pinterest. I found pictures that matched my list and collected them on a board entitled, 

"God's Gifts to Me"


It's like my own treasury of
Crown Jewels.

That collage includes:
  • a rushing river
  • a pile of diamonds 
  • a field of pansies
  • the truth that "All Things are Possible!"
  • an orchestra
  • a monarch butterfly
  • a big red heart
  • white snow, freshly fallen over the earth
  • lilacs
  • my ability to see the angel that watches over my son
  • a waterfall of The Glory of God
  • a victory dance
  • the revelation that there are angels all around fighting on my behalf
  • a snowplow filled with ice and snow, taking away what was blocking the flow of trust and belief
  • broken handcuffs replaced by pouring rain
  • a powerful wind blowing lies off the clothes line
  • a jar of wishes, hopes and dreams
  • freedom, opportunity and life
  • a box of chocolates
  • children running amongst my feet
  • a gold wedding ring
  • a pure, fresh cotton bulb in bloom, still on the stem
  • a basket of fresh picked berries
  • a purse filled with gold coins
  • a closed book on past relationships
  • a spotlessly cleaned room
  • an open window with fresh air flowing in
  • a treasure chest of gold coins and jewels. 
  • extensive wheat fields with an endless harvest
  • divine power through The Holy Spirit
  • the peacefulness of a clear lake in the early morning


As I look down, this evening, at my 
worn but wonderful Ruby slippers,
I am thankful for the magic that God 
brings into my life each day.
I am also thankful for my "You,"  
my readers,  my  "Rubies."
I treasure the fact that you faithfully support The Call of God on my life by praying for me, encouraging me, and following my writing.

Love to you all,
Gail

Saturday, May 4, 2013

Day 124

Today is Day 124 of  The Red Shoe Project.  It's a beautiful day in sunny Sarasota!  The sun is out. The sky is blue.  There's a light breeze in the air.  
It must be 80 degrees outside.  What's better than that?

I popped on my RED flip flops and headed outdoors to bring Pauly for a walk around the neighborhood.  We weren't
out the door one minute when the nice neighbor lady stopped by to chat.
And then it happened... out of my mouth came an onslaught of negativity.  Yikes!

Where did that come from?  That's not usually my area of difficulty per say.
But... well... I guess,  Today it was!  
"Jesus... Please forgive me!" 
And I'm not joking when I pray that.  I take very seriously what comes out of my mouth, and though it didn't last very long... I could have kicked myself.  I should have kicked myself. It was totally unnecessary and unprofitable.

The neighbor lady is very nice.  She just crossed the street to say hello and chat a bit.  But somehow, I was caught off guard.  I was tired.  I didn't think quick enough.

"What do I talk to this lady about?"  
"What do we have in common?"  

She mentioned that she liked my new mailbox.  She's interested in getting a new mailbox herself.  Next thing you know... I went into a two minute soliloquy on how the local neighborhood development committee gave me a hard time about my mailbox.

Could I not have found something more uplifting, more interesting, more happy to talk about with her?  Apparently not.  And once I got started,
it was like I couldn't stop myself.  Immediately,
I recognized what was happening, but I couldn't seem to shut it down. - put a lid on itzip it  -  lock it shut -  and say no more!   Nope...  it just continued to flow from my mouth like water from a hose.   Only this water wasn't refreshing at all.  It was tainted.


Of course now, I can think of all sorts of positive options.  We could have talked about the dog, or the weather, or her mom visiting, how pretty her lawn looked, how her boys were getting so big.   And actually,  we did end up talking about those things once I changed direction.  As soon as I had the chance, I nicely ended our conversation and carried on walking the dog.  Whew!  Finally I was out of there.

 Yes... I was mad at myself for going there... on negative ground.  I heard it with my own ears and I didn't like the way it sounded.  It was a messy speech of excuses and emotions that was going down from the moment it started.  Sometimes I can rescue things in mid air and turn them around for the good, but this wasn't one of those occasions.

After asking God to flat out forgive me.  I spent the day, open for divine feedback.  I guess what stands out the most was the fact that this woman just wanted to chat.  That was so obvious.  Maybe she needed a friend?  and I cut her short.

I thought the problem was what I said.  And to be honest... most people probably would not have even picked up on it.  My ears tend to be overly sensitive to negativity.  Perhaps I could have rebounded, changed the direction of the conversation, and then just listened.  I'm not saying that what I did wasn't wrong.  It was and The Holy Spirit checked me on it.  I get that.  But what God pointed out to me was "the need" -- her need.   I was so focused on myself  --  what I said,  how it sounded,  how it might be perceived, how I can do so much better  --  that  I missed what was really happening. I cut the visit short.  I cut off the opportunity to minister to her.  All I really had to do was be a friend and listen.

Well, I can still do that.  I'll have to make it a point to get my feet, in RED shoes, and get over to her house this week.  Perhaps I'll bring her some daisies.

"Don't you think that daisies are the friendliest flowers?"
Meg Ryan - You've Got Mail

Lesson learned!   
Gail






Friday, May 3, 2013

Day 123

Today was Day 123 of The Red Shoe Project.  I was out of the house by
10 am, wearing white pants and a linen shirt,  along with the cutest pair of  casual, RED slip ons.  

I met up with a wonderful friend and business colleague at Starbucks to discuss some important business matters.  We are both entrepreneurs and today is Friday, so we casually sipped our iced lattes, outdoors under an umbrella, in our casual Friday attire, and discussed strategic planning.
How great is that?  This is networking at it's best!

Oh... if relationship building was always that easy.  I love it when I naturally connect with someone.  It's effortless.  I can totally just be myself.  It's as if there's nothing I  can do to turn the other person away.  For some reason, we're just divinely connected. The relationship is somehow part of a big plan that will someday all make sense.   That's such a contrast to all the people I've tried to connect with over the years and no matter what I've done,  (jumped through hoops, over-extended myself, gone above and beyond, you name it... )  and it never came together.  Talk about inviting God into your business day?  I'll take one of these divine set-ups, any time!

As afternoon rolled around, a much anticipated lunch date with a pal was canceled due to illness.  Even so, I found myself in my friend's neighborhood doing another errand.  Once I was done, I wasn't quite sure what to do with myself.  I guess heading home was the most obvious option.  But no...
the Lord dropped a rather strange request in my heart.
In obedience, I found myself driving around my friend's neighborhood, singing soft worship choruses and praying for my friend and her family that the peace of God would fall upon them and that healing would touch their household.  After about fifteen minutes of that, I thought, "What a nice thing!  Okay, I'll go home now."  But no, it wasn't God's time to leave just yet.  I kept thinking to myself... "I think I better do one more loop around the neighborhood." Off I went, driving up and down the streets,  praying for my friend while singing lovely choruses of worship.  It was the most peaceful drive around.

 Many loops later, I pulled over by the waterfront and chatted with God awhile.  I asked Him for a sign about something we have been discussing as of late.  Right then and there, a monarch butterfly passed by.  That was so funny, because God just told me a couple days ago, when I was talking to Him about this same matter, that He would give me a monarch butterfly.  I didn't think much of it at the time, but as this particular butterfly fluttered right by me,  I remembered God telling me that.  I took several minutes to look for more butterflies, but there were none.  There was just that one... at that precise moment... and then it vanished.  Hmmm.  A God thing?

I drove around a little longer, praying for my friend, and finally felt the green light to go home.  My little neighborhood prayer ride turned out to be an hour and a half excursion, with Christ as my co-pilot.  Seriously!  I never do such things.  I wouldn't even think to do such a thing.  And even if I did,  I would grow weary of it pretty quickly.  But today it was God's idea.

2 Chronicles 16:9 says...

"The eyes of the LORD search the whole earth 
in order to strengthen those whose hearts 
are fully committed to Him."


We serve an awesome God.  He knows when our hearts are crying out to Him.  He knows how to interpret our heart's cry, even when we don't.  My friend has not been feeling well, and a heaviness had rested upon her and her household. I believe God had me driving around her home and praying for a reason... perhaps to bring a special comfort to a heart in distress.  Who knows?  Only God.



I finished off the evening attending a concert at my church featuring: 
Tenth Avenue North. 
 What a wonderfully uplifting event. Great music and great friends!   
I had an awesome time.


I drove home, kicked off my Ruby Reds  and began to blog.
Thank you, dear friends, for tuning in tonight.
God's blessing be upon you.
Gail










Thursday, May 2, 2013

Day 122

On this 122nd Day of  The Red Shoe Project, I am amazed at how many pairs of RED shoes and socks  that I've already worn out! (LOL).  One pair of shoes is just no good for anything anymore.  They are coming apart at the seams.  They were so comfortable, I just wore them all the time.  I also have a pair of RED socks that are beyond darning. (LOL).  They wore out mostly because Pauly, my dog, insisted on pulling them off my feet while I was blogging.  He thinks it's a game.  And well, he ripped the hole in them a little more and more with each tug-of-war.

Overall, worn out shoes are due to excessive wearing 
and in my case, that's a good sign.  It shows that I mean business. 

I really am 
Walking out my Faith 
each day in RED shoes!


"Walking it out"

That's what I want to talk to you about today.

I've been in and out of the house several times today, in several different pairs of RED shoes,  and in the coming and going, to and from different places, I have been honored to lift several people up in prayer.  A few people, in particular, are endeavoring to walk down their own Yellow Brick Road filled with challenges beyond measure. They are bravely putting one foot in front of the other, taking on one challenge at a time,  one step at a time, and walking it out!  


They are acknowledging God's presence 
and asking Him to help.  

  • They are asking God for guidance and direction in their life.
  • They are asking God for courage to do what needs to be done. 
  • They are asking God for wisdom in what to say and how to say it. 
  • They are asking God for provision where there is none. 
  • They are asking God to open and close doors as He deems fit. 
  • They are asking God for favor.

Sometimes that's the hardest part... TO ASK GOD.  It shouldn't be, but it often is.  Why?  Mostly because of our self reliant attitude that states... "I can take care of myself - I don't need help!"  Of course it's a good thing to want to work hard and do a good job at whatever you put your mind to,  BUT  if all that gets in the way of partnering with God... then it's not so good. 



It took me a long time for this to sink in...

God so desperately wants me to be in  PARTNERSHIP  with Him.
He wants to take all that I have to offer and intertwine 
it with His Spirit, making  it an awesome "combined" effort.
The perfect mix of... God and me.
That's what blesses Him!



Too often the "solo-performer" is all about his/her own spectacular display.  The result may be quite fabulous,  but it's solo.  It's missing something.  
It's missing God!   And with that, the individual has limited their presentation to what is humanly possible.  


 Don't you see?  He doesn't want to be invited to "watch" the program.  
He wants to be invited to be  "part" of the program.  


Many times I've had such good intentions 
in wanting to do something for God. 
But His desire is that I do something with God!


And when God is involved... that's when things come out of the box!
That's when the fireworks go off!
That's when the anointing falls!
That's when  "POW!"  happens.
That's when the GLORY sets in!

That's when the onlookers are wrecked!
They can't understand it.  -  They can't take it in.
Their brains can't fully process it 
because it goes beyond human boundaries.

Their mouths drop open.
They are brought to tears.
They're speechless.
They stand in awe.
They don't even know how to respond.


In reality, GOD can blow every one of us out of the water. 

 There's no competition with God.  

When was the last time, you placed the stars in the heavens? or created a man from the dirt of the earth?  chiseled out a Grande Canyon? or healed someone of cancer?  God has nothing but stellar performances each and every time.  We should be honored that He's willing to look in our direction, let alone establish a relationship with us, mentor us and partner with us. 

Do you get it?  He wants to walk with YOU and ME,  the way He walked with Adam in the garden. That's what blesses Him!   

So  "BRAVO!"  to all of you who are taking the initiative of entering into that Divine Partnership.  It's not easy!  I never said it would be easy!  But it's rewards are crazy, awesome!  And better yet... it pleases Him!

You may not be wearing 
RED shoes, but God
will get the Glory 
for your life!

I'm praying tonight for All of You who are "walking it out!"
Gail